Well everyone's been talking about Osama and in turn pakistan. Well all of this is making so much fun reading and following. Just for the kicks even I have a theory rather an analysis. Why analyze when no one cares? Just for kicks when you have nothing better to do.
Well Pakistan has given thousands of terrorists and their supporters support; and for the world, give them support to catch them. Sounds like a successful business model. Its almost like breeding and collecting fees for hunting in a Range. Almost a very successful model. Remember when you breed snakes you are mostly like to be beaten once or twice. So why are they crying at all.
It all seems so perfect for Pakistan setting up task forces to catch the world no. 1 and his so called troops while they were happy billing US for all the running around. I can almost imagine the general giving orders to the poor pakistani soldiers Go search this Man called Osama everywhere except Abbottabad. Remember you should not go back to your academy to hunt such a terrorist. This was a great revenue earner for them almost the golden hen. Now that the golden hen is gone who will give them the money to catch the general or the minister giving them search orders. Usually no one pays for cleaning your own shit. This time I have a feeling this might just be the exception. Another way to rake in some mullah.
Sometimes I feel India missed out on the opportunity to buy some of these terrorist out and kill them in their background like the Americans have. Does it sound very inhuman. Well I apologies I mean no one should ever get killed because of the bullets we manufacture for our safety when all it does is kill. How can it ever protect. Don't ever wish to find that out. Anyways war is not the solution neither is keeping quite so lets all make some noise.
While some people are praying that he is gone (most of us), some are praying OMG he is gone (extremists), Some are praying shit he is gone (mostly paki officials), some are praying really is he gone? (always there), Some are praying have mercy he is gone (family & friends), some are praying let us all be (Abottabadi's I guess). If at all let us try and pray that none of us ever harbor, bring up or educate another Osama.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
A special thanks
They say God sends people in your life from time to time to show He cares. While there are so many that fall in that category today I want to take this opportunity to thank some people who have been an ear, kind and encouraging people. I want to begin with my wife Teena, a wonderful loving wife and now a mother. Sophie, a truly supporting soul. Abhineet, vent box janemaan. Priti, a true fighter. UT, always have an eye on us. :)
There are so many more names that i want to write but I choose these people for a moment in time which I call trying..Hope to come out stronger and better. Thanks each and everyone of you who have played such a pivotal role in defining who I am today.
Love you all.
There are so many more names that i want to write but I choose these people for a moment in time which I call trying..Hope to come out stronger and better. Thanks each and everyone of you who have played such a pivotal role in defining who I am today.
Love you all.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
GIA, I love you
Honey, this is for you GIA. As a father I have been thinking about lots of things that I would like to do for you. I already feel the pressure of it; if I can say that. Probably an expectation for myself. I hope I can be a reasonable father who is able to grow with you. This involves understanding how you are growing and transition with you.
Often i think about the way we will communicate with each other. How will we build trust and responsibility for each other. How will I answer all your questions. I have never believed in restrictions and will not like to impose any on you. But I do believe that there are rules and these rules make our discipline which eventually determines our attitude. If any of it make sense to you.
Well you must be wondering why I choose to blog about it. Well I wanted you to understand that the thought and intend was always to align with the changing time and help myself and you to understand how thinking can change or evolve with time. This also happens to be my first, as in my first hand at raising a baby and it already is such a beautiful experience.
Every morning i get up at 5 AM automatically as if the body understands that its time for you to feed and the body works towards it. Playing with you when you wake up, massaging you and then holding you close to me is such a bliss. Everytime I look at you holding close to my face, I am almost amazed to realise I am a father and how adorable you are. Its a feeling I wont be able justify in words. At least not with the writing skills I have. Dressing you up and putting you to sleep again before leaving for work. Today when I write this blog about us I must admit on a couple of things as well.
You are an adorable child. Then again when you are crying its so hard to see you that way as well. Its so so unfair and I am unable to understand what you need and what you are saying (communication) but I try and I try my best to pacify you with my lullabies, walk around the house, on the terrace, up and down the stairs, feed you, finally you either smile on your own or some of what I did worked or you go to sleep. But all of the effort does finally result in watching an adorable child sleep in the crib specially made for you.
Honey it will always be the case, you would like me to understand what you feel and how I can not understand what you going through and I would always try my best but it would always help when you will speak your mind. Speak freely cause taking it for granted that I would always understand what you need or mean would be unfair. It would also be tough to keep pace with your feelings an emotions. Lets keep our date with time as slow and beautiful as possible. Speak freely speak your mind, help me understand you and hopefully you understand the effort I put in. I am nervous I admit because I want to the best I can be for our family, for you. I love you and I always will.
Often i think about the way we will communicate with each other. How will we build trust and responsibility for each other. How will I answer all your questions. I have never believed in restrictions and will not like to impose any on you. But I do believe that there are rules and these rules make our discipline which eventually determines our attitude. If any of it make sense to you.
Well you must be wondering why I choose to blog about it. Well I wanted you to understand that the thought and intend was always to align with the changing time and help myself and you to understand how thinking can change or evolve with time. This also happens to be my first, as in my first hand at raising a baby and it already is such a beautiful experience.
Every morning i get up at 5 AM automatically as if the body understands that its time for you to feed and the body works towards it. Playing with you when you wake up, massaging you and then holding you close to me is such a bliss. Everytime I look at you holding close to my face, I am almost amazed to realise I am a father and how adorable you are. Its a feeling I wont be able justify in words. At least not with the writing skills I have. Dressing you up and putting you to sleep again before leaving for work. Today when I write this blog about us I must admit on a couple of things as well.
You are an adorable child. Then again when you are crying its so hard to see you that way as well. Its so so unfair and I am unable to understand what you need and what you are saying (communication) but I try and I try my best to pacify you with my lullabies, walk around the house, on the terrace, up and down the stairs, feed you, finally you either smile on your own or some of what I did worked or you go to sleep. But all of the effort does finally result in watching an adorable child sleep in the crib specially made for you.
Honey it will always be the case, you would like me to understand what you feel and how I can not understand what you going through and I would always try my best but it would always help when you will speak your mind. Speak freely cause taking it for granted that I would always understand what you need or mean would be unfair. It would also be tough to keep pace with your feelings an emotions. Lets keep our date with time as slow and beautiful as possible. Speak freely speak your mind, help me understand you and hopefully you understand the effort I put in. I am nervous I admit because I want to the best I can be for our family, for you. I love you and I always will.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Hereafter - A need for Closure
Hereafter, a movie after a long time. An experience that filled me with a lot of emotions. The movie portrayed despair, pain and helplessness in so many different ways from a young boy unable to deal with his pain to Man unable to decide whether his gift was an ability or a disability. When life leaves a lot of questions unanswered we are met with curiosity and we all know what that bird can do.
We all seem to seek closure for everything we do, in fact things we don't do also seems to seek an end. A conclusion, a result, a response, a closure for an insatiable human quest. Guess philosophies are created to sometimes help us out when we dont find answers.
The seemingly relentless fight against time and life itself stops or ceases to exists when we meet our destiny. What remains are people who have been associated with us, their questions, agony, happiness and the emptiness of people who have left us for a better living. Does this all even make sense, I have read it twice over and still finding it difficult to put it out in the manner I would really like.
We all seem to seek closure for everything we do, in fact things we don't do also seems to seek an end. A conclusion, a result, a response, a closure for an insatiable human quest. Guess philosophies are created to sometimes help us out when we dont find answers.
The seemingly relentless fight against time and life itself stops or ceases to exists when we meet our destiny. What remains are people who have been associated with us, their questions, agony, happiness and the emptiness of people who have left us for a better living. Does this all even make sense, I have read it twice over and still finding it difficult to put it out in the manner I would really like.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Gloom or Bloom
The apathy at work is not helping me. Finding myself again would probably help I have been thinking of putting down my papers for a long time now and go on a sabbatical. Search myself in the wilderness and explore the possibility of discovering myself in the process. Such is the desperation inside.
The last few months have probably been the most stressful for me. Having to juggle with so many emotions and frustrating situations has forced me in a corner. Break free, my heart calls for it, the mind does not comply. In a vicious circle of self pity and trying to get validation or sympathy from others I really don't know why but I am not getting comfort even after speaking to people.
Its not worth it, the energy inside is the driver and I cannot afford to tire myself because of people around. Half of my energy is spent in trying to convince myself that I am worth every bit of what makes me half of it tries to defend itself. I am not convinced about the whole situation I am faced with. Is it my own doing or the people around doesn't really matter.
Search for the spark is the calling.
The last few months have probably been the most stressful for me. Having to juggle with so many emotions and frustrating situations has forced me in a corner. Break free, my heart calls for it, the mind does not comply. In a vicious circle of self pity and trying to get validation or sympathy from others I really don't know why but I am not getting comfort even after speaking to people.
Its not worth it, the energy inside is the driver and I cannot afford to tire myself because of people around. Half of my energy is spent in trying to convince myself that I am worth every bit of what makes me half of it tries to defend itself. I am not convinced about the whole situation I am faced with. Is it my own doing or the people around doesn't really matter.
Search for the spark is the calling.
A R Home Decor, Mr. Hashim Bangalore
Well I thought it would only be fair to people who are searching for credentials for this company or the contractor Mr. Hashim. We had given the contract to this gentleman to complete our project not only did he leave the project incomplete. The attitude of this person has been far from being a business man. He acts like conman and threatens and misbehaves. His common line of conversation would be that he has worked with the likes of Godrej interior and that a lot of his customers owe him money. His modus operandi has been to start the project and leave it incomplete towards the end when he has collected his end of the deal.
Well in case he has contacted you for work and you are planning on starting work with him please beware. Also please verify his TIN details as the one mentioned to me seems to be derecognised as per the sales tax office bangalore.
Hope this information helps
Well in case he has contacted you for work and you are planning on starting work with him please beware. Also please verify his TIN details as the one mentioned to me seems to be derecognised as per the sales tax office bangalore.
Hope this information helps
The First Road Trip
26th Feb, 2011, yes a Saturday morning 5 AM start, marked the beginning of so many places and people that you will meet and come across in your life. But these were no strangers honey these were people who have lived all their lives to see this day when then bless you. The sight of you the fourth generation in the house. Numerous Grand parents all eagerly awaiting your arrival to see and even in a such short trip give you their life long blessings. You have brought us so much smile and joy that words wont do justice to it.
Oh sweet one, this trip also marked exploring a temple that we both have crossed several times but I guess it was meant for us to visit together. It was the Golden Temple in vellore. An architectural marvel and place which offers more than a place to worship. A long walk around the temple hardly gives you any clue on how the temple looks like up close and why would thousands of people throng this place. You were the queen honey and it seemed to me as if the temple opened its door for you to celebrate the life you have been given. Amidst all the crowd we were able to get to the temple center offer a small prayer and walk out peaceful and all along my love you slept and smiled.
Honey in a couple of days you are all set to travel yet again and the objective really wont change to much but this time for a little longer to meet your other set of great grand parents and uncles. Well i may not be a part of this journey but my thoughts and heart will be with you. I will miss you honey. The day would be 4th march.
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