Friday, December 16, 2011

Gia!! I love you

Honey, On the 7th of Jan a beautiful gift from God came to our house in the form of you. When I first lay my eyes on you outside that hospital room I cannot tell you the emotions I was dealing with it. Like every first in one's life you were the Golden first that means to me a whole load more than any of my other first's. Its a feeling that you will understand only when you grow up to be a mom.
From that first time that you saw me to the first time that you smiled when you saw me, I can say that the joy has only multiplied with each passing day. From this tiny little baby just a few months ago you are now an adorable cutiepie blabbering the whole day and sometimes trying to crawl, sometimes crawling to walk..Oh,its such a feeling. Today you have 3 cute little teeth in your mouth and I so adore it every time I look at you. You are growing and growing fast. Its so surprising honey just the other day when you were born I was saying i can wait to see you crawl up to me when i come home from work today I say to myself I can't wait to start talking to you yet I feel that you are growing fast. Never thought a contradiction could be so beautiful. Okay, on a more serious note, you are now soon going to be 1. Your first birthday, I am sure that you won't remember much of it when you grow up but I want you to know that this birthday is a very significant day in our life. This marks the celebration of your being with us, how the past one year has been so much more than just work and home. This has meant a start of a new relationship in my life. A life as a father. Honestly I am still coming to terms with the meaning of being a father. Hopefully I would be able to do justice to the way I feel and the way I should be for you as a father. Today I want to begin by Thanking God for the way He has looked after you and given you good health and everything that one can ask for. I want to Thank my parents, khushi, Khushi's parents for blessing you and giving you the love that you truly truly deserve. I want to thank people who have been looking after you daily with such dedication and devotion. I want to thank those friends (sophie, mani) and so many others that I haven't named today for being the guardian angel in our lives and including us in their prayers. I Thank you all for being there. I know you would want to do the same thing and I as a father on your behalf Thank everyone out there for their love for you. Love you loads my sweet little angel. Like i call you Chinni ka bora..(Sugar sack) Forever yours Papa

Wednesday, December 7, 2011