Love you Khushi..love you tonssssssss..........

Its a revelation when you are able to see yourself liberated. Honestly it doesnt even matter what it is from but the feeling of being free and in love. I have been blessed with a very beautiful, intelligent and smart girl "Khushi". Together we have traveled and are traveling for the last 3 years and are now at a point where we want to get married. I am scared and so is she.......but everytime i look at her i dont know i get this satisfaction that you know i can just be myself and not worry. Frankly we probably will get married this year but unlikely so many of my fortunate friends I may not have my parents blessing and worse still Khushi will never be able to meet my parents and get their love. I feel scared and hope that i can convince them that religion is what we believe it is. Not what others tell us not even the one that does not allow us to look at others or worse still look at others with a religious bios. Sometimes I reckon my thinking is way too radical for my family. Anyways, I am extremely happy today and I dont need reasons for it. I hugged my girl friend fired up the food and in my own world thinking about the day we will get married I do not want any of it to change. I know i cannot fight change but she fills me up so well..I have been so cranky lately anything could get the worse out of me easily and I am just holding up some anger....I want to get married and I want to get married to Khushi sometime soon cant wait more and I look forward to that day when she would be called by my name and I by hers.........