A New Phase

Today I have started a new phase in my life. When things are not working your way its very important to sit back and watch the time fly past you for a moment. This wish that I could take time off for a few weeks is finally here. I have decided that I will no longer fall for the easy pickings and take a more responsible career decision is finally here. My decisions are no longer completely independent it never is but at least when you are a bachelor the impact is restricted more of less to you. But I am so glad I have a Wife like Khushi that supports me in all circumstance good or bad. This I guess is marriage. Her confidence in me and my ability comes to me as a surprise. In the last couple of years I have gained quiet a few pounds in grey and maturity levels and lost a lot in weight, wait and willy. It's not about how and what you can do at your work so much than it is about how you align yourself to organisations rules and policies. Now its time to bring it to practice. This is a time that I can take for upgrading myself and building something of an expertise. Know what to do and what you cant do. Identify a niche for myself, the exact same niche or USP that I need when I go out there to sell. The very fact that I have concepts and not depth of know how makes me more gulible then any of other peers. Sometimes it is not so much about what you bring on the table Vs what you can deliver on the table and most importantly in the way it should be. If writing or cooking is what I love this an opportunity for me to get some of my thoughts together and piece some articles forge some thoughts together, take up some cooking classes so that I cook up dream dishes for my two most beautiful women. Keep the end of house tight and nice. This should be an interesting waiting period for me. I need to get my story right while I cook up the curry. Remember there is no right recipe for the best food its the passion and love with which it's made. Even when that goes horribly wrong people can feel the love and dedication in it. It is essential to carry that passion into work and bring the best that you can.

32 or thirty two

Yes, today indeed is my birthday. A day that over the good last few years meant just really another day in my life. For me most of my birthdays have been about counting how many wishes have I earned what really warms my heart is it hasn't reduced. Well it's not out of sarcasm that I write this but the start of this year marked a tragic accident which had two of my very close friends battling it out for their dear life. That was an instance which was a grim reminder of my own accident and the loss that can be associated with it. I am glad that it wasn't the case this time. There are no guarantees in life and it always finds ways to establish the fact. Well, this is my birthday post. So, here I am 32 completed now. Somewhere still in search of that passion and strength. There have been a few decisions that have gone wrong for me and that now seems to mean reinventing myself. I am learning a few things certainly like identify the chain, creating LOTS (language of the senses, still to get deeper into it) but still a long way.