Today Morning my brother called me. He was crying and his painful voice was deafening what followed was an even worse news. My Uncle whom i have always looked up to as my Godfather and who has always been there for us passed away. Its a day thats been hard to describe, the intense sense of helplessness.
Not sure what i am greving about he is no doubt invaluable to all our lifes but just as painful as his loss is the thought and feeling that my cousins in Delhi are going through is even more painful. There is this feeling of being orphaned and a thought for my other mother. A mother who has been living for her husband serving him all her life.
I cant imagine what she is going through I dont know if there is anything more painful than this sudden and rude shock. No Goodbye no sorry no words. All words resonate uncertainity. We live with hope and imagination. Tomorrow morning she would wake up and suddenly she would realise the sudden emptiness a sense of loss and it would be like this for a few days.
I cant imagine how she would deal with it. I hope God gives her the strength and us the courage to stand by her and tell her that she has us and that we need her more than ever before.
As for the Man!! What can be said about him. He was an incredible family man. Lived all his life helping people setup families, business. A believer and a very loving father. He has been the pillar of strength for so many. His word and will is examplary. He will live in our thoughts always.
Jai Shree Krishna!!
Not sure what i am greving about he is no doubt invaluable to all our lifes but just as painful as his loss is the thought and feeling that my cousins in Delhi are going through is even more painful. There is this feeling of being orphaned and a thought for my other mother. A mother who has been living for her husband serving him all her life.
I cant imagine what she is going through I dont know if there is anything more painful than this sudden and rude shock. No Goodbye no sorry no words. All words resonate uncertainity. We live with hope and imagination. Tomorrow morning she would wake up and suddenly she would realise the sudden emptiness a sense of loss and it would be like this for a few days.
I cant imagine how she would deal with it. I hope God gives her the strength and us the courage to stand by her and tell her that she has us and that we need her more than ever before.
As for the Man!! What can be said about him. He was an incredible family man. Lived all his life helping people setup families, business. A believer and a very loving father. He has been the pillar of strength for so many. His word and will is examplary. He will live in our thoughts always.
Jai Shree Krishna!!
