Scrambled Thoughts...Couldn't think of a better title

Been searching for a topic that I could give shape in my thoughts but could not get the inspiration. None the less I am here. There are a lot of things to say, a lot of catching up with myself to do. Where do I begin??

Hmmmm..Gia is now seven months old infact she just completed it today, she has been with me for most part of the last few months as her mother was traveling to US. What can I say? Its almost like I was instinctively her mother or at least I felt that. I was so determined not to make Gia feel her absence one bit. Spending every bit of time and energy close to her. I remember sleeping next to her and checking on her the whole night on whether she is comfortably sleeping or not. Well I write this not to highlight I stayed up nights for my daughter but the fact that I did and it happened so naturally, I didn't have to try, guess thats what parenting is all about.

There have been a lot of emotional bursts lately, there are a lot of unbalanced equations still going on in life to keep it on a high. Business is taking shape but its a long way to go from where we are. Hopefully this will give us the might and help us shape the future for our child and some of our own aspirations.

Talking about aspirations I haven't traveled anywhere in months and its taking its toll, sometime i am not really sure if I its this need for a travel or break or both. Well Don't have answers but only questions. Lately I have been considering the options of finding a job in Dubai and moving there don't know why this thought but I am very inclined to accept an offer if it comes my way. I know it would mean leaving a lot of things behind, things that matter the world to me but a few years away would mean a lot of financial stability and I am hoping some learning. The other alternate to this was a few months of training or specialisation in Singapore that will go a long way but its very expensive.

Lets see where life takes me, for now its slow and irritable state of mind that I am fighting. Missing some of my old friends want to chew, cook, travel and relax for a bit. There are too many random thoughts which i am dealing with like all of us. Seems like its murkier for me than i would have liked and not able to get to the end of the tunnel is creating all the uproar. Till I find a solution or create another challenge lets see how we travel.